Oh help me i feel it overwhelming me. The darkness eats away every joy i have. Please don't take this away. I'd never forgive you if you do.Why are you doing this to me. You have given me hope after years and now you wanna take it away again. I can't live on if it is so. You know how many obstacles my soul has been scared by. Not now not ever. What i have come to love so greatly you're trying to rip me apart from now. What can you say to this. Answer me and don't stay in that box of yours and keep me in suspense and suffer under my thoughts. You're putting me in doom. Why? I don't want to go there. I never wanna go there. We made our promises. I think it's void for i don't think you're keeping your side of it. It's 1 week away from camp. And you're still killing me. And pulling me into the pits. How could you. How am i to serve like this. How am i to say you are my dad? How. When i myself fall into doubt. Are you really who you say you are to be? Prove it.
